26 years

It is a long time, tiny seed wound have grown into a giant tree,the emerald pool at your backyard (if you had one) would have dried up.

But there are things that never change, you still like Wanton Mee maybe, and still fancy about cycling in the rain, which I did, and still do.

Nothing stays the same, but something never change.

To someone who wondered why

Why didn't I update my blog?

Ironically, I was out of inspiration, motivation and passion to write.

It used to be a haven to express so much emotion and joy in a blog. But it had gone at this moment, wonder if it would ever come back, maybe never.

Nothing stays forever, but memories do.

I believe God has plans for every single soul on earth, I shall be patient, persistent and hopeful for the future he has for me.

Valentine's Gift

What is the best gift for this special day?

A sincere greeting from the heart is the answer.

When you miss somone

This song is dedicated to those engaged in long distance relationship, enduring pain and pleasure at the same time is no less than a Herculean task.

A word of comfort,keep believing that the end result is rewarding, and when both of you do meet up, it is going to be a divine experience.

A useful tip on how to survive long distance relationship.

Be in regular touch with each other.

Never ever let a communication gap crop up between you even for a short while(sms straight away the moment the aircraft touches down is an endearing gesture).

In case you won't be in touch with him/her for some time due to some inevitable reasons, inform the person rather than keep him/her worrying and doubting.

Jordin Sparks - No Air -Chris Brown

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air?

If I should die before I wake
It's 'cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in a world with no air, oh

I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave
My heart won't move, it's incomplete
If there was a way that I could make you understand

But how do you expect me
To live alone with just me?
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air?
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
There's no air, no air

Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gon' be without me?
If you ain't here I just can't breathe
There's no air, no air

I walk, I ran, I jump, I flew
Right off the ground to float to you
With no gravity to hold me down for real

But somehow I'm still alive inside
You took my breath but I survived
I don't how but I don't even care

Wish List

"Gorgeous, I shall put you to a 2 hour tranquility beauty sleep tomorrow morning, unfortunately tonight you have to sleep all by yourself." The charming anaesthetist kindly informed me.

"Sure, handsome, whatever you said." I replied with a flirtatious wink.

The above dialogue, is, of course exaggerated for your entertainment and amusement.

Three months before the sleep,I had a wish list, a rather simple one;

1. Travel to exotic places on earth.
2. Scuba diving in the most spectacular underwater in the sea.
3. Meet up with old friends I have not seen for decades.

Traveling is my passion, I would rather spend money on traveling than buying tangible items or investment.

Diving, I fancy doing it guided by a six pack well toned experienced dive master, that way, I would surely feel secured.

Old friends are like old wines, taste better as they age.

To date, I have yet to accomplish any of the above list. I do have an excuse, REINCARNATION, wish list can be brought forward to next life I naively believe.

Define

At this age, nothing defines me anymore, not even men nor food. I am totally at ease with myself, be it physically or mentally.

Being a semi vegetarian(just fish) changes my personalities tremendously, anxiety, nervous, depression, agitation, anger, over reaction, these emotions are obviously bad for my overall well being.

But the negative emotions seem to stay away when I refrain myself from meat.

At time I am even amazed how the way I stay calm, patient,and never start any argument under some unavoidable situation.

Absolutely love the way I am right now.

But there is still one thing that definitely defines me, looking my best, I admit I am vain but who is not?

Freedom

I feel totally free at this moment, getting certain emotions out of the system is surprising rewarding. Although it may take enormous amount of courage and energy to achieve the task.

During the hectic corporate life, I hardly had time to examine my past, certainly there were wrongdoings, unintentionally mostly.

Wish list?

I wish to rekindle friendship and meet old friends before everyone is too old to be recognized.

Next week is again, a same old CNY. Nevertheless, I have something to look forward to, cycling in the rain and swimming in the early morning. This time round,I plan to take some breathtaking scenic pictures and put them on this shameless blog.